Sunday, April 22, 2007
Just pictures. i'm kinda lazy to blog.
refer to qi's blog for further details.
i dunno. it seems to be getting worse each day. evything i do is worthless and perhaps, a bother.
i dunno y i'm doing that. i just cant tell myself, "No. stop it." it aint gonna work dis way. perhaps, i shd get lost and refrain from bothering u no more. if that is what u wanna. i dunno lar. u wldnt b bothered anyway.that has always been the case is it not. i dunno. dunno what i'm typing. i just dun feel good about it. i cant deceive myself. my 18th bdae's in less than 2 wks time. i aint wanna my 18 to be like this. it aint like what i've thought of. this nice person playing instru singing happy bdae to me.aww. so nice. no more. dunno lar. u guys wun get what i'm toking abt in anyway. i'm just so not happy the further apart as it is. in fact even further like never before.i wish i cld disappear lyk the way i did in my dreams. yeah. SCREAM.
deardiary.
12:26 AM
