I didnt noe tt u wear a facade all along. i cant believe it till i heard abt it. to tink tt u said it in a jokingly manner to sum1 else abt wad tt means so much more to me. u just wanna get over and done with it in an irresponsible manner and shake it off ur mind without considering the no. of times u have hurt me so much. bcos u onli care abt getting it done and nth else apart from it. tt includes ignoring completely abt how i feel. mind you, i'm a girl. i may seem to be strong and tell u tt i'm fine. fact is, how am i supposed to be fine when so many things have happened and you have hurt me so much??? all along, u took the amt of effort i've put in for granted and you've never cherished it. for the past 8 mths plus, i've been living in misery each day. but i noe i've gotta let go after i've heard abt tt conversation. bcos i'm beginning to doubt abt ur personality and character. whether or not the guy i liked for so long is worthy of my love or not. i wun budge anymore. i wun shun you anymore. i've decided to face up with the truth instead of having to deceive myself further. right from the moment that the ring is returned. you said i cld return it to you when i've made up my mind. once and for all, it's completely over. i can no longer tell myself, "jiahui, no matter wad happens, no matter how mean he is to you, hold on, bcos he means so much more to you." no longer.
deardiary.
12:20 AM
.Thank you.
..:. je serai toujours autour de toi et tu ne pleuras jamais ..::
.Singer.
jiahui
18
020589
ex-tksian
tjc
24/06 DaCliQue
.Wishlist.
*a sweet-looking musical box =D
*an engraved ring xD
.She Listens.
When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne
What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts
Lips Of An Angel- Hinder
Be Without You- Mary J. Blige
Inconsolable- BSB
Over you- Chris Daughtry
One More Moment- Ronin
Why Don't You Kiss Her- Jesse McCartney
Here Without You- 3 Doors Down
That's When I Love You- Aslyn
Awake- Secondhand Serenade
It's Not Over- Secondhand Serenade
Only One- Yellowcard
