Thursday, January 04, 2007
tell me, why do i feel dis way?
the start of 2007 makes mi feel lyk shit. totally shitty. no1 knows what i'm feeling xcept 4 dearest mok. she's great. we shd hav been in the same sch mokkie. i shd hav stayed on. and nw, i'm feeling so terrible inside. i've lost tt sense of belonging to my class. it's no longer there. trying hard as i may, deep dwn.....i noe, it aint gonna work.
there's jus dis.....barrier sort of thing tt i'm experiencing particularly to sum pple..sad to say, i cldnt find tt feeling back. it's time to blog abt dis man. it's lyk..the closer u get...the more hurting it feels.....furthermore, r we tt close? i mean... i cant pretend tt there's nth wrong animore...it's not as if i was moody or anything...flag dae..movie..stuff. it's a lie if i sae tt i'm ok.
oh well..
tt loneliness is too intense 4 mi 2 bear.
deardiary.
11:22 PM