Tuesday, September 12, 2006
u noe wad. sumtmes. i wish i can b a detective. how cum sum ppl noe abt my secret when i nv tell them? uh huh. tell mi..who did it? i promise i wun b angry. i m juz curious ma. nvm la. suan le. i cant stop it either.
haha. ya lor. fri nite. got dis weirdo called mi. arlo? remb mi? i was da one wiv so and so at pp..then u saw mi..remb ma? haha. mm. wanna b frens? ahaha. yar, tt was wad he said. i was lyk HUH? orh. yea. i remb..then he asked again. "i hope 2 noe ya beta..cos i've heard of u from so and so..and i tink u're ..(aha. sry. cannot disclose so much) " then i was lyk. orh. thanks...then he went " so how..can we b frens?" kaoz. i didnt wan la. i thot was so weird cos i didnt noe him at all tt type. lyk totally strangers. then i went.." orh..haha. mm.. c how..haah..mon got sch..cya arn in sch..or sth lidat " haha. cos i thot it wld b really mean of mi 2 sae NO la. haha. gimme 100 bucks. i wun do it. not tt kind of person...haha. but then wao..2dae got sch leh...quite jialat. 2dae maths period tt tme went toilet...wao..then saw him if da who and who. then he smiled at mi plus abit da paiseh look. CRAP! i looked. stared. stoned abit. and walked away. wakaka. lame la. but then. mm. he's seriously nt bad. but i'm not really affected by him leh. i c him i hav tt wan 2 laugh feelin onli..haha. so bad. how? dunno how. sia la..i'm sry..i dun tink i hav tt feelin u wan mi 2 hav...sry..
i feel stupid. it's lyk dis lyk mi i dun lyk. sumore not bad. and it's lyk i'm goin 4 sumthing else tt i noe..i cant pin much hopes on..well...as far as i can c..v difficult 2 carry on or sth lidat. cos.haha. hard lor. and xiang ting keeps buggin mi on who is it. wao. until TODAY. waikit tried 2 helped mi handle her. haha. cos evy1 in da rm at tt tme knew xcept her. wao. cld c fr their faces. wan 2 laugh but cannot laugh. ahaha. damn scary. but fun! haha. but aniwae. my intuition tells mi tt he doesnt lyks mi. haha. i m so so direct. but tts wad i feel. mm. but wad can i do? NTH. haha. shdnt hav said it perhaps? sum1 juz help mi analyse wad i'm tinkin and wad he's tinkin too! lionel help!!!! u're da ONE and ONLI stupid idiot tt noes mi DAMN DAMN WELL. and i miss u..my guardian angel!!! (:
hahaha. stupid calvin tan. take knife chop him. ahah. can ask leck wad happened. wao sey!!! calvin tan. no wonder he noes pple lyk how ee and his bro.
deardiary.
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