Tuesday, August 29, 2006
mm. i really dunno wad 2 sae. shd i call it affinity? after moving into my new hse for abt 2 wks +..i've finally got a chance 2 c my neighbour. haha. yar. my new neighbour. it turned out tt i've known him since i was young. cos he was actualli my neighbour at pasir ris...but he moved away..and he's staying in aljunied rite nw...haha. and after he moved hse...we moved too...and nw..he's my neighbour again. haha. he's called yao de. and yes. i remb him. =) i dunno y. it has been at least 6 to 7 yrs since i've last saw him. mm. quite gd lookin yea. ahaha. and he rembs mi too....cos he called out 2 mi! so qiao! so we r lyk neighbours once again...he said tt he's in yr 2 of poly nw...hope tt he is doin fine...used 2 remb those daes when i was young...i used 2 have the company of 2 big brothers..garrett and him.and nw...finally got a chance 2 c him once again! haha! cheers to my childhood playmates!!! =D garrett didnt moved away though..aunt jessie oftens updates mi wiv how they r doin....haha...but i missed them =)
aniwae...mm. ms fung. went 2 c her dis morning...she tried 2 clarify stuff on chem bond wiv us...mm..and after which..she tok 2 mi personally...saying tt evy1 will hav their fair share of stress...but it's up 2 em...whether or not they wanna show it on their faces...it doesnt means tt if they dun show it...they arent stressed. 4 u nv noe..the tremendous efforts tt they hav put in behind u...as 4 mi. ahahah. when i'm stressed, i tend 2 show it on my face. ahah. so da whole world noes. in fact. i tink ms fung is kinda psychic or sth. she told mi tt i seem 2 b tinkin alot on my mind..wao. tt's true. it's true tt i often get distracted. i mean tt's mi. i'm always lidat since i was young. then. she said tt i shd really set a goal 4 myself 4 da promos in order to do well. da reason y i'm not doin well is bcos i didnt take chem durin da 1st 3 mths and tt i subsequently let go of da concepts during my jct. it may mean tt i dun get 2 c da results tt i wan nw...but so long as i persevere...things will seem brighter..and better. i ought 2 b optimistic at dis point of tme. cos i noe tt giving up wld mean tt i have been defeated. i dun wanna b defeated. i dun wanna get retained. dis is my onli chance. and i really hope 2 prove not onli 2 myself and also 2 others...tt hav been constantly lookin dwn on mi. ( u noe who u r..i shall nt elaborate ) tt i'm gonna thrash em! moreover. i lyk my clique. i dun wanna leave em too. so, i'm really gonna mug!
i lyk ppl..cuming up 2 mi and giving mi tt lil motivation by saying...jiahui! jiayou..=) tt may seen sth simple...but i do tink tt dis r simple things tt can get mi motivated 2 do well once again..haha. =) mm. and havent passed him tt thing yet. ahaha. let nature takes its course ba...if it's meant 2 b..it will b..if it's not..no point clinging on...=) i mean..i cant possibly b initiating all da tme...it takes 2 hands 2 clap..haha. so yea. figure tt out. it's ez 2 understand.
deardiary.
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