keep the faith. ' it doesnt means they arent there, they're just hidden behind the clouds. i'll see them once again. watching them shine. keep it there.
deardiary.
11:02 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
i feel like shit. i wanna graduate asap. i wanna go abroad. i'll just hope i'll vanish right after a's. i might do it. maybe.
i hate compelling myself to do stuff i dislike. like now. my life is just a total piece of shit. and i see no reason why it's like this. stop giving me trouble cos i'm already very troubled as it is. leave me alone. leave me out of this. argh. i'm just a pathetic piece of shit.
will i feel better if i hadnt knew all of you especially you? oh well. i guess so. i'm living in misery. and you, the other you. it's impossible my dear. you'd lead a better life w/o me. cos i'm a pathetic piece of shit.
and finally, i dun feel like i belong here or there or anywhere. pretenders. shoo. stay as far away from me as possible. and if isolation works, i'll give it a shot.
and i would pray for her.
deardiary.
12:33 AM
.Thank you.
..:. je serai toujours autour de toi et tu ne pleuras jamais ..::
.Singer.
jiahui
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020589
ex-tksian
tjc
24/06 DaCliQue
.Wishlist.
*a sweet-looking musical box =D
*an engraved ring xD
.She Listens.
When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne
What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts
Lips Of An Angel- Hinder
Be Without You- Mary J. Blige
Inconsolable- BSB
Over you- Chris Daughtry
One More Moment- Ronin
Why Don't You Kiss Her- Jesse McCartney
Here Without You- 3 Doors Down
That's When I Love You- Aslyn
Awake- Secondhand Serenade
It's Not Over- Secondhand Serenade
Only One- Yellowcard
