Saturday, May 20, 2006
hais. damn shagged. juz completed my games proposal 4 june camp. nw damn tired. 2 am plus liao....lata still gotta study. walao. damn no life. wonder my games nice nt...hope they lyk la! of course! =) ok tt's all..tired liao...
deardiary.
2:15 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
oh ya. tok abt sth happy i almost 4gotten! 2 my dearest yi liang hao jie mei, happy bdae! =)
deardiary.
10:45 PM
this is YI LIANG! =) u must b honoured tt u appeared here in my blog k! hahas!
deardiary.
10:38 PM
today oso damn suck. i tink tt it's becos of my lost pendant tt has always protected mi. Lols..feelin kinda dejected and damn lousy. juz cant stand evything arn mi! my sis is like practically hopeless tt kind la. damned. uh huh really damned. askin mi 2 complete all her projects 4 her! when da bloody hell will she learn??!!! huh? i mean it! i'm lyk damn pissed wiv so much activites goin out and lyk suffocating......nx mon lep test! 6 gu wens! how i learn? plus sumore mon oso got chem test! crap! then sun morning big walk! then aft tt got sinda ushering! still must wear blazer walao tink i superwoman ar? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
deardiary.
10:38 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
what the fuck la! i feel damn pissed 2dae lar! lost my pendant....then 4 nth kena scolded by my asshole mum for ordering a pair of spects tt's $130 onli! wad the hell have i done wrong man??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! da previous pair of mine was lyk $200 bucks la! what's her prob? so much cheaper la! then my idiotic sis went 2 meddle wiv my comp! ended up in a mess!!!!!!!! and my comp got no sound 4 no reason..end up she went 2 mute 1 of my settings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THRASH! god damn la! still got econs 2 essays havent do! FUck off 4 nw! =( damn it. i m damn irritated! havent been feelin so 4 so long.......
deardiary.
9:26 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
mine! =)
deardiary.
3:31 PM
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know
that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known
better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now
I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
deardiary.
2:03 PM
