Tuesday, October 31, 2006
the term has ended. and i wld really lyk 2 share how i'm really feelin wiv u guys...stuff tt i find difficult to verbalise...
Qi: u're a great fren! and i'm sayin it from the bottom of my heart..u tend 2 b straight forward most of the tmes...but i noe tt u're sayin it becos u really care and not becos u wanna hurt mi...u often act as the bad person to break terrible stuff 2 mi...but ultimately...i noe tt it's 4 my own gd. i noe...no matter wad, i really hope tt things will work out 2 b really fine 4 u and dorae. dun b lyk mi! bad e.g. haha...must jiayou k! (:
Fen: i didnt noe. u were so concerned abt mi 2 the extent of cryin and worryin 4 mi abt my results...cos u always remained strong and didnt quite show it...i juz wanna giv u a big big hug and thank u. from the bottom of my heart...i can feel it (:
Leck: mm..i dun quite noe how 2 go abt dis...it's lyk...there's sth amiss here...ever since tt incident...and then onwards...i dunno wad 2 do or sae 2 revive it the way tt i wan it 2 b...
verena: i thank u 4 tt promo period. u were a gr8 helper i must admit...but then again...i do miss the funny slpovers at ur hse wiv leck...bt..i dunno...it's lyk things u sae...often strike mi wiv big big blows...it's nt tt i dun wanna feel lyk getting back 2 our frenship wiv leck..bt it's lyk....
kit: hey! u can b nice and mean at tmes..haha. remb 1st dae of sch? eh u treated mi orange juice! aha. and durin tt promo period...thanks 4 deliverin the plate 2 mi...waikit. u're nice.
xin an: 1 big round. back 2 original spot. i didnt noe how 2 react. things were gg on off on off on off...4 u. u didnt share. and finally the chpt is closed. and u hav chosen the most str8 4ward way 2 get it off ur chest at the most unexpected tme when i thot things were gg smoothly. i've listened 2 my heart and i hope tt u hav done so too. no matter wad..we'll still b frens..
deardiary.
10:42 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
dis entire email...was sent to mi....by my bestie!! oh man...damn nice 2 mi....i almost almost almost...cried!!!
"Impossible: u may think that many things are impossible in life. nothing can solve the problems at home, nothing can help you to get promoted.
But God spell impossible
I M Possible!! nothing is impossible for God.Have faith in Him, for the Lord is always with you!
Matthew 11:28
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
i think i've never told u that i always see u as a very cheerful person. when i first met u in primary school, family problems have been happening for me. im really thankful to know such a cheerful fren like u, that at least i know i have enjoyed myself in school.. that in the midst of my problems, that when some bullied me and dislike me, i enjoyed singing and joking or even sharing stuff with u.. p5 and 6 were my fav yrs in pri school..
right now we are back to be in the same school.. and i can see that u are facing problems too. It is all fated that we can be good frens for so many yrs.. and i know we'll continue to be good frens..
well, u know i dun have good vocab and im not really good at words too. all i can say is that, thanks for being the angel when i need help, and now it is my turn to be your angel.. for whatever that happens.. remember that there is always me to walk through the difficult path with u.
love u lots :) stay strong and jia you okay! i'll be praying for you my fren.."
LING TING. U RAWK MY WORLD UPSIDE DWN!!!!!
juz wanna let u noe tt u r v cheerful too!
c.h.e.r.i.s.h.
deardiary.
11:05 PM
yawns!
i went to pasir ris park 2dae! aha. u noe how much i wanted to fish???!!! then my mum dun let....=(
dun care. nx tme i go! aha. here r juz sum pics tt i took....
aha. fishin in the rain...
hahaha.
tts where u catch prawns!!! OMG! SO COOL!!!
then got stall dere 4 u 2 buy stuff 4 catchin prawns too! got ppl buy nets leh...
AWW..Wanted to RENT!!
and tt's a bait bag! the fishes in it are alive ones...there's an oxygen pump attached to it too yeah...
tts a bag of prawns!!
and finally...........
sum1 caught a fish! ahahah!! (:
in conclusion. i wan 2 fish. catch prawns oso can. ahaha. bt i tink no1 interested. hmmph. nx tme i go myself.
deardiary.
10:18 PM
aha! can u believe it? oh man, i travelled 23 stops to choa chu kang 2dae! cos we went 2 watch rugby! ahaah. was supposed to meet at 850am. hoho. then i had 2 wake up at 7am while i barely had 3 hrs of slp!! ahaha. nvm. cos..used to it le...so not v tired ba...haha. ya lor....and guess wad? i was actualli countin how many stops cck was away fr cityhall...oh man..it was 19 stops...and eta was lyk 47 mins...then i knew tt i was gg 2 b late!!!
wao....and my mum was so crap la! she wanted 2 send mi dere..bt she didnt noe i was gg 2 cck. so she asked 'girl ar..where u gg? i send u dere' and then...i replied 'mummy, cck.' and then she was lyk sayin '4get it la hor. ownself go beta. save petrol' =.=
so bai chi can.
ahah. nvm...i guessed was late 4 lyk...30mins? haha. i dunno. then he was dere. wao...was wonderin how cum so fast...he told mi he woke up at 820am leh. and was still at novena when i was at bishan...chey! yuan lai was daddy fetch can! ahaha...and then we took 190 to pj...bt dunno where 2 alight...ended up lyk took 1 hr to reach pj when it was quite near...ahhaha...nvm...joker! (:
ahaha...actualli the match was not bad lor....but i dunno y he scared i bored...i thought was quite alrite? ahaha...esp the sa match..ahaha. then he got alot of frens there...haha...i was kinda paiseh..bt then...i was starving..haha. then he went 2 buy a drink 4 mi...then aft tt got sum food 4 mi...aha.
then aft tt....we went tm...had my pw and stuff...abit sian...edit non stop 1...ahaah....but shd b almost done le lor....then aft tt met him again....we were walking arn aimlessly....and then suddenly he received this msg sayin tt his mum was at tm too...oh man. then bth of us went on hiding....hoho! then he looked tensed sia!
ahaha then i suggested gg century sq cos got lesser ppl...so we went la...aft i finished buyin my bb tea...ahaha. went to hide in the foodcourt while my mum was cumin 2 pick mi up 4 dinner outside....sat dere and tok...4 arn 50mins plus....then v funny. cos abit weird...u noe tt kind of lyk wanna tok then in the end dunno wad 2 sae tt kind of feelin?? haha. ya lor! wonder if he feels the same way tt i do too....ahaha..then after tt...was lyk 7 plus...my mum reached liao....and luckily i asked him 2 leave lyk 30 secs earlier...cos my mum's car was directly behind...then i cock eye didnt c!!! heng sia!!! if not...2nite...NAG liao...no PEACE...hahaha.....
so we were bth quite heng la..haha. shh! (: things r gg on quite well...haha. yep.
deardiary.
10:16 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
mi and leck!
nice 2 walk along the beach.....
oh depression.
our bikes!
playin wiv water......
deardiary.
2:36 AM
aha. was too tired 2 blog ydae...yep..shall recall wad happened...ahaha..mm..ydae...went 2 ecp wiv ve, leck and xin an. ahaha. he came unreluctantly cos of darren....got him into the cab and left him wiv us. ahaha. and was weird la...i mean...seriously, i wanted so much 2 leave..yep...
bt things were gg much beta....ahahah....yep..then was ok le i guess...then at nite....si xuan and du hui joined us 4 dinner and stuff...WAO. di hui! crap la...4 the 1st tme in my life...he made mi...ultra...sp--eech--less....evything seemed 2 b paiseh. paiseh. and ultra paiseh. oh man...as i'm bloggin rite nw...i'm still in the 'paiseh' mood. aha. gd. at least i wun b so pre-occupied by mon's stuff...oh no...there it goes again...ahah. alrite. shall avoid mentioning dis part yeah....
yar...then aft dinner...we actualli went 2 shop arn.....took neos! aha. neo was fun! imagine us hiding fr the cam and stuff...oh mama. ahha. and then...went to bugis village....but leck and sx left earlier...leavin mi, di hui,xin an and verena..and then hor. wao! verena halfway dunno disappeared 2 where lor! then we were so kan chiong and we went arn lookin frantically can! in the end. she played a prank on us. wao. 'byebye. enjoy hav fun!' woo....yep. threw us there lor. wao sey verena. we kan chiong leh!!!! ahaha. nvm.
so aft tt...we went 2 search 4 blazer 4 di hui's job...aha. quite tough search cos....all were...not very nice...but in the end...did found 1...not bad...ahaha...it was supposed to cost $49 bucks...bt the auntie gav it 2 us at $45....mm...but the material was dere la...so quite alrite lor...
yep...then it was abt 10 plus...then we boarded the train..and then. guessed wad? i cant believe it lor. i was gg 2 ling ting's hse at bayshore there..and he didnt board his train....oh man...it was late le...then he sent mi 2 her hse...oh my gawd....lyk suddenly...so sweet. i cannot believe it leh. sumore he lives lyk the exact opp end fr bayshore? ahahah. ok. bt i admit i was happy. cos the previous nite....i was hmmph. yep. kinda mad...ahaha...alrite.......shouldnt sae much abt all dis here...yep....show u guys sum photos tt i koped fr verena's frenster...ahaha...enjoy!!!
deardiary.
12:27 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
LoL. 2dae is a sian sian dae. ahahha. op. screwed. they commented tt i was bouncy thruout the op. ahahah. got meh? i dunno leh. haha. lunch! mm...quite gd food la...sum la viet dunno wad vietnam rest...took the buffet set and was quite gd! ahhaha. gonna visit tt place nx wk. i hope. (:
and then....da clique had to go back 2 sch 4 ogl interview. i was supposed to meet my fren at 5 plus at bugis. guess wad. it was onli 2 plus...and i didnt wan 2 b alone 4 2 hrs +++ tt's lyk..lonely! so i msged...pei mi. and cannot make it. wao sian....evytme cannot make it de lor...guess i shall nt ask liao. it's lyk so...aiya, wadeva. hais. nvm. luckily got ppl pei mi at the laz min...ahaha ke li and ling ting happened 2 b at tm...so i actualli went 2 look 4 em at tm....ahaha. and then aft tt, travel back 2 bugis.
mm. bugis. when i reached bugis...it was pourin la...then i was so drenched....BRRR!! wad a suay dae!!! oh ya. then i saw nicholas again. saw him lyk laz sun, mon and 2dae! tt's lyk..hohoho. so bai chi =.=
nth much exciting 2dae.....ppl r juz takin damn long 2 reply my msges...oh no. how sad. 2mr will b quite jialat 4 mi. 2mr morning see-ing mrs wee..counselling...and then hod wiv mr koh...hohoho. and mayb vp in the afternoon...yep. wish mi luck! i'm clearin it!!! (:
dis sux. op. hav 2 edit again. too sian 2 do tt liao. lata then sae la. tada.
oh ya. there is dis new drink called pepsi gold edition. ahaha. quite nice. go try.
deardiary.
8:30 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
ahahaha. in the midst of waitin..i shall blog again! dis is 4 animal lovers!!! (:
I've got my hair done at the famous hair salon across the road!
You are too young for my spring chicken meal...
I am still sleepy, hmmm
kongfu fighting. don't even try!
This has got nothing to do with the length of my tongue
My dear, let us celebrate after my face-lift
Didn't she know I won't get any taller?
Is this child yours?
I knew it! You love the bear more than me!
Please papa, don't leave me behind!
mum!
alrite! tts all 4 nw! ahahah. i'm really takin things in my stride! sort out all my thinkings and stuff. nth will bg me dwn man! i'm clearin it 4 sure! 加油！！！ （：
deardiary.
11:50 PM
ahaha..more pics...of my klazmates....dis is di hui. er hem. chairman of 2406. OH. WAD DO U TINK HE IS TRYIN 2 DO??? ahahah. remembered the other tme when we studied at the airport. it was so fun. hoho. worth mentionin up till nw. ello, chairman! =)
mm...mi and my ah mok! ahaha. at NLB! we studied so hard!!! but then ling ting MIA. =.=
and i miss this place...
lucky!
and i can nv understand y guys can b so engrossed in their games...
yep...ahahah. gtg kill mosquitoes again. =.= (:
deardiary.
5:11 PM
i'm so HUNGRY and BORED la!!!!! can u imagine having 2 survive onli on milk for the entire day up till nw???? hais. once again, it's mi...alone in the house! sian sian sian...and i've juz changed my blogskin. haha. dis looks much beta! not so sad le. haha. coupled wiv dear diary. ahahah. nice~
dun feel lyk doin op...sian. it's nth but editing lor...and no one's online...i wanna go out 2dae lor!!! then no one pei mi..hais. agnes la got dunno wad treadmill race. alamak la. 14km leh. kaoz. then ah mok..got dunno lyk supa lotsa activities..ydae pool..2dae dunno wad. aiya dunno wad la. and ling ting even beta. evytme not free! da clique..half of em went 4 job hunting. oh man. i gotta study durin the holis la....cant work! no money! =( and i still owe ling ting her bdae treat. i'm gg broke!!!
ahahahahha. feel lyk catching the covenant. tink it's not bad. hahaha. daddy i need $$$$!! ahahah. so bored..nvm mi..i'm juz crappin..
ahahah. wanna c photos? since i'm so bored..ok la...ahaha
yep..one of my favs..hahaha..more to go...
deardiary.
4:47 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
alot of stuff hav been gg thru my mind lately. wad i ought 2 do...wad i can do..wad i intend 2 sae when i c vp...in ani case--my future. it will be determined nx wk. it's juz so impt. i cant wait. and guess wad. i've started studyin. and i m impressed by myself 2 b able 2 handle all dis. esp laz wk. probably the most horrible wk in my life when i broke dwn dunno how mmany times in my life. it's tme 2 wake up...and not let myself remain in pits animore. there is a sayin tt goes...others may be lookin dwn on u..but the battle is not lost so long as u hav tt trust and confidence tt u r able to do it again. and i mean, again. dis tme round, i'm determined. i can do it. no more hesitation. yes. dis is it. and if u r my fren, support mi.
deardiary.
10:10 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
2dae is really...really...really... a bad bad dae...nv been so so so bad b4..4 dis entire yr...cos of results...seriously...up till nw...i need another h2 pass...and i'm really counting so much on chem...well..2mr...dun pass tt means game over 4 mi...and i dunno what else i can do..if i kena retained. oh my...retained leh..it's no joke. i'm lyk disappointed wiv sum ppl in sch.....cos they onli made mi feel so terrible until i broke dwn in da toilet...and donald duck targetted mi 4 three tmes durin his lesson..cos i cldnt ans his qn. obviously, i wasnt paying att at all given tt kind of situation tt i was in lar...hais. =(
and i've got a list of ppl 2 thank...4 making my dae.....oh b4 tt...i wanna thank kor. hey rubayn, thanks. i noe u're v concerned abt mi..xie xie. i'll pull it thru...no worries! i mean..at the worst...haha. ya.
and...
in the evening....this gp of ppl really made my dae...cos they had a SURPRISE 4 mi. leck was sayin..the toilet upstairs was faulty...and i went in. then i was wondering, " EH, I THOT TOILET FAULTY? how cum nth wrong? " haha. and when i went into the rm. mm. my intuition...oops! i saw a familiar figure there...reactn: slam da door. stoned outside 4 3 secs and came back in. oh my..wad a surprise! hahaha...ppl...thank u man...i noe tt u guys r trying ur best 2 console mi.....and i'm really really really glad 2 hav u ppl arn...hhaha....and i wanna acknowledge them for being such nice ppl!!! oh well...leck, verena, darren..and xin an...谢谢！(:
i'll b strong!!! =P no worries! (:
deardiary.
9:03 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
gr8. inspired by leck 2 blog. wow..almost done wiv promos huh...left chem. damned. bad....lyk dunno wad. esp ydae...i went 2 stone at da playgrd 4 lyk more than an hr...sat dere doin nth..at nite.worse. tt stupid 6 countries cldnt get into my head...and was so frustrated. and yes. quarrelled wiv my mum 2dae! she scolded mi 4 not leaving da hse early..cos she wanted 2 fetch mi 2 sch..then aft tt go elsewhere...then i refused 2 step out of my hse. cos. i cldnt finish studying...oh man...wads worse is tt...yea. my sis...depression..my father..not in sg. and 2dae is mooncake festival. shdnt da whole family b 2gether? oh ya. 2dae is their weddin anniversary too...hais...wadeva ba...
and yeap.
gotta get myself mentally prepared! cos sum1 told mi sth 2dae.
to leck: hey chio bu! u're not onli pretty and u hav nice vocals too! (: it's true!
to myself: dun tink so much. go and slp. haha.
bb.
deardiary.
11:57 PM
