Saturday, September 30, 2006
Oh man.. 1 whole post for my mei, jiahui. Something that happened MINUTES AGO. -.-"
Ms BHB : U sux
Me : as much as u do
Ms BHB : No lor.. as u all know, I'm well known for being SWEET KIND and DEMURE.
Ms BHB : orh.. haha thank you ar..*I don't know what she's thanking*
Me : *fainted*
If I'm lame, u're lame + bhb la hor... buey tahan haha
[ ãh BàyÑ ] | 10:39 PM | Comment(s)
yeap. stupid rubayn goh zhi rong. (ahaha, name still sound lyk dog. AHAHA WOOF! WOOF!)damn funny. and yes. u bhb freak too! and u ultimate lamer too. tok bad abt mi and made mi looked stupid too! tme to take revenge! oh ya. and thanks la! i was muggin lyk siao tt dae and he told mi he gg bbq and marinating chicken =.=
ahaha. ok enuff abt him. ahaha spent da nite at airport wiv dihui, leck, verena, darren and xin an..even though he nv stay over..but tt's nt da pt! ahaha. ql was supposedly to b w us but she ps mi..wao crap. 1st person tt i saw wad darren.. irritating he tried 2 bluff mi! hmmph. luckily chubb and mich were at starbucks. ahaha. and yar. leck was late. i didnt noe wad 2 do cos i didnt want 2 go over and stuff. aiya...damn weird. but nvm. it's all over.
ahaha. but the exciting part was at 3 am plus plus...haha..we were playing hide and seek at da airport. and then darren and verena cldnt find us 4 so long! dumb game! but fun!!! and then...da 5 of us were lyk lazy...so we went 2 get tt trolley to put our bags on..and then i stood on top of it..then initially darren pushed mi...and he went gg in cicles...wao. GIddy! felt lyk i was on pepsi (escape)..then lata dihui took over! so fun...u noe he was gg fast! wow! then got tt coolin effect dere! haha..thanks 2 em..really enjoyed myself...
and yar. di hui. oh man! wad can i sae? he's really 1 gd brother man! so much so tt mi and leck were beggin if we cld call him kor or sth. it has been ages since i've laz praised sum1...but di hui! he's really damn damn damn damn damn damn (ok uncountable) NICE! sum1 tt i can really pour my sorrows 2..and i noe he tries hard 2 help mi wiv my problems. damn nice. i juz wanna sae thank u 2 him! and on da laz note...di hui U RAWK!! and i wish u all da best 4 u and ur .. =)
deardiary.
10:49 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
if onli he's n**. lyk wad qi said. aft seeing wad happened in sch 2dae abt qi..mm. dejected sia. too dejected 4 words...cant describe..n** wld b sweet...fun..loving..nice...v ti tie tt kind u noe? wao so cool. but then it's nv gonna happen 2 mi. i knew it. bcos. i've lost da battle rite fr da start. nw teach mi how. insensitive creatures. pissed off. wadeva!
deardiary.
12:21 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
waka. congrats 2 mr rubayn. i'm so gonna blog abt him.
THIS IS A TRUE STORY TT HAPPENED A COUPLE OF MINS AGO.
mi: eh kor i got red eye.
hotdog: orh. ok i noe how 2 help u.....use adobe photoshop.
mi:huh?
hotdog: red eye reduction.
mi: =.=
yar. end. woo. ok got mood 2 study. HEELLLO CLIT. here i cum!!!! (=
orh ya. 2dae did sth stupid. i msg wrong person again. and i sent 2 HIM. walao! well done man. and i was wonderin y my fren took so long 2 reply. end up..i sent wrongly..walao. bai chi x3. orh ya. i had another dream. wakaka. y do i keep dreamin? y my brain must still work while i'm slpin? it shd b restin! aiyo. no wonder wake up liao still slpy slpy 1. tsk tsk. hahas. but i hope. dreams r lyk reality! haaha. shut up. ok. bb. i go study liao. (:
deardiary.
11:29 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
i'm been a fool. 关怀, 安慰 ,陪伴, 鼓励. there arent. from ani1. my clique. my guardian angel lio. even others. 我依然想哭..guess tt phrase didnt help much..empty talk.. emptiness inside mi..TERRIBLE. ): ): ):
是否了解我内心矛盾的对话
你板着脸孔 不屑的对着我看
我的视线没勇气 只好面对冷冰冰的地板
这就是你 这就是我 我们之间的互动
我好想逃 我好想躲进一个洞
我需要真正了解我的人 为我进行解救
kill mi.
deardiary.
12:35 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
u noe wad. sumtmes. i wish i can b a detective. how cum sum ppl noe abt my secret when i nv tell them? uh huh. tell mi..who did it? i promise i wun b angry. i m juz curious ma. nvm la. suan le. i cant stop it either.
haha. ya lor. fri nite. got dis weirdo called mi. arlo? remb mi? i was da one wiv so and so at pp..then u saw mi..remb ma? haha. mm. wanna b frens? ahaha. yar, tt was wad he said. i was lyk HUH? orh. yea. i remb..then he asked again. "i hope 2 noe ya beta..cos i've heard of u from so and so..and i tink u're ..(aha. sry. cannot disclose so much) " then i was lyk. orh. thanks...then he went " so how..can we b frens?" kaoz. i didnt wan la. i thot was so weird cos i didnt noe him at all tt type. lyk totally strangers. then i went.." orh..haha. mm.. c how..haah..mon got sch..cya arn in sch..or sth lidat " haha. cos i thot it wld b really mean of mi 2 sae NO la. haha. gimme 100 bucks. i wun do it. not tt kind of person...haha. but then wao..2dae got sch leh...quite jialat. 2dae maths period tt tme went toilet...wao..then saw him if da who and who. then he smiled at mi plus abit da paiseh look. CRAP! i looked. stared. stoned abit. and walked away. wakaka. lame la. but then. mm. he's seriously nt bad. but i'm not really affected by him leh. i c him i hav tt wan 2 laugh feelin onli..haha. so bad. how? dunno how. sia la..i'm sry..i dun tink i hav tt feelin u wan mi 2 hav...sry..
i feel stupid. it's lyk dis lyk mi i dun lyk. sumore not bad. and it's lyk i'm goin 4 sumthing else tt i noe..i cant pin much hopes on..well...as far as i can c..v difficult 2 carry on or sth lidat. cos.haha. hard lor. and xiang ting keeps buggin mi on who is it. wao. until TODAY. waikit tried 2 helped mi handle her. haha. cos evy1 in da rm at tt tme knew xcept her. wao. cld c fr their faces. wan 2 laugh but cannot laugh. ahaha. damn scary. but fun! haha. but aniwae. my intuition tells mi tt he doesnt lyks mi. haha. i m so so direct. but tts wad i feel. mm. but wad can i do? NTH. haha. shdnt hav said it perhaps? sum1 juz help mi analyse wad i'm tinkin and wad he's tinkin too! lionel help!!!! u're da ONE and ONLI stupid idiot tt noes mi DAMN DAMN WELL. and i miss u..my guardian angel!!! (:
hahaha. stupid calvin tan. take knife chop him. ahah. can ask leck wad happened. wao sey!!! calvin tan. no wonder he noes pple lyk how ee and his bro.
deardiary.
12:37 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i came 2 noe of sth tt i shdnt hav access 2. struck mi pretty hard i suppose. studying at ling ting's hse nw..nw break tme...feel lyk takin a short break..haha cos juz completed mac series! oh haha. so proud of myself. oh well. guess i shdnt sink in deeper..cos will end up getting hurt onli...haha. apparently..previously...mm. haha. no la. juz pretty new situation ba. nv experience b4.diff from others.. but ling ting analyse lotsa stuff 4 mi..wads rite and wads not. dun wanna pin high hopes on anything ba. i'll try hard not 2 tink of anything. cant let my emotions and stuff control mi..as in take full control..juz lyk u noe energy's new song? ai shi kong. haha. yea. cos. i tink i sort of noe wad 2 do nx. oh man! y shd i make things difficult 4 myself?? haha. i miss tk. 2dae b4 gg ling ting's hse...went pp..2 dapao mac breakfast and bb tea =) bb tea seems 2 cure mi...whenever i'm down. haah. got tt effect dere ba. haha. so if u c tt i'm upset, juz buy mi bb tea =)) oh and ya...saw leslie! crap! i was wearing mugger clothes la..kaoz...haha. nvm. =)
haha. k la. gtg. tt gal bugging mi 2 study again.
deardiary.
3:58 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
didnt blogged 4 quite long le. cos. no mood. new hse undergoing so much renovation. cos we moved in b4 we cld renovate cos of owner-buyer dunno wad idiotic agreement. hais. made mi ''toiletless" for so long la...sian....cos cement havent dried and stuff...LOL. kinda. ridiculous.
haha. dere was chem early dis morning...hoho. i was late...lyk always...haha..and aft tt was pw. sian sian sian. was rushin thru pw ydae nite until almost 4am. and yes. i woke up lyk 715am? haha. god bless. i tink i'm dying of fatigue sooner or lata...haha. and wad am i doin nw? haha. blogging. LoL. haha. happened 2 read dis story of yukiko online...long story...but pretty sad endin in the end....u guys shd read da story..till da end..endin pretty sad. but touching...
and as 4 mi...nth much 2 add on. he asked mi wad do i tink. oh well. i guess. i need 2 noe more on wad he's tinkin ba. i cant decide on anything as yet. but dunno if i'm feelin moody nw or wad aft readin da story of yukiko ba...i feel tt..things arent lookin as bright as wad others seem 2 b tinkin. i tink i need assurance of whatever tt is going on..shd i sae it as being bu ta shi? haha. aniwae verena sae my xing qing is fan fu wu chang one la. haha. i shd b fine aft i wake up 2mr morning. keke. oh ya. heard sth from leck tt caused a lil disappointment in mi 2dae. shd hav told mi earlier, gal. hais nvm..
alrite...here it goes....the story of yukiko....
Yukiko
deardiary.
10:36 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
feelin happi. really!!!
HIM: je serai toujours autour de toi et tu ne pleuras jamais
ME: prometto che sarò là per voi
cos..so
sweet! i tink i cant slp 2nite. hahas =D
deardiary.
3:42 AM
